in about a week i am going to start a remodeling project. before you get excited, i did not buy a house and i am not touching the good old farmstead! (or pimp shack my youth group kids affectionately refer to it as!)
this is an internal project. i have a meeting with a general contractor and my hopes are beginning to gain momentum. there is a lot of work to do, and frankly i am exhausted just thinking about it. i really don't want to do this, i really just want to snap my fingers or wiggle my nose and everything will be where it's supposed to be, but that's not how God operates.
He will make me get in there and get dirty! i will have to pull apart and demolish a lot of yucky stuff before i can be able to begin to even think about which direction to go. luckily, when i am at the point to actually pursuing the direction of doing something to spruce up, i have a designer already present, who actually has already done the design, but i have put too many of my personal touches on it and now i want to let Him restore the greatness of His original creation.
"i will never know how much it cost to see my sin upon the cross"
