disappointment

i noticed today that when disappointment comes, it comes in multiples. and sometimes it seems that it comes like a small snow ball rolling down a hill and quadruples in size by the time it gets to the bottom.

i experienced disappointment today, and i hate it. i think i spend part of my life trying to avoid disappointment, primarily because i have had a lot. i don't think that i have had any more than the next person, but i feel like i have had a lifetime worth.